I'm still holding on to them silly things- I never learn. Wednesday, April 22, 2009 1:24 PM
Have you ever felt as if youre fighting for this .. love you can say. that you really want, or need but youre just never gonna end up winning? What i mean is that you try harder and harder each and every day, but yet .. its pretty much pointless in doing so? You think you try and try to get there but then you finally realize that youre never exactly going to get 'THERE' and that although YOURE trying your fucking best your result in the end is nothing. But why try, when you know youre going to end up with the opposite of what you want. that youre not going to get what you dreamed and wished of having, and that although youre as hella far from getting there - you try anyways cause you have this little particular thing inside of you called
'hope' .
hope was actually one of my new years' resolution. because in the past year, ahahaha.
hope : 1. To wish for something with expectation of its fulfillment. 2. Archaic To have confidence; trust.
Sometimes you've got to realize that at times you could just be wasting your time. I know i wasted my time on him. It was my fault, i'll take the blame. It happened before, and it just happened again. Why on earth did i think it would work out, that maybe there was a possibility of something of us. Diann, you were just wasting your time. I tried so hard, but .. in the end i just ended up getting hurt. I dont deserve that, i know i dont. So - just move on. As they say, life does go on.
it's impossible to loose you, because i never had you.
big kiddos to my favourite, thank you for everything. thank you for your advice, just know that i DO take it in.
DKR:
Lets keep this simple. My name is Diann. Im young but I AM well educated. Im loved & Im hated. But what can I do? You may have heard of this before, but I do NOT live to please you. If you dont like me, or what I do - be my guest, and feel free to step. I am a true believer in God, I do believe that centuries ago he did exist. Im planning on being HELLA focused this year, cause I do take school seriously. I got mad love for famandmains. Im pretty sure you hear this alot, but my trust IS limited. As us teenagers learn, not everyone is our friend and/or genuinely trustable. I believe once you give respect you sure do deserve respect, one way or the other.
White skinnies
Backpack
LEADPENCILS (IWILLNOTUSEREGULARPENCILSFORSCHOOL) flats
Cellphone accessory
HAIR TO GROW FASTER
belts
LOTION!
I'm still holding on to them silly things- I never learn. Wednesday, April 22, 2009 1:24 PM
Have you ever felt as if youre fighting for this .. love you can say. that you really want, or need but youre just never gonna end up winning? What i mean is that you try harder and harder each and every day, but yet .. its pretty much pointless in doing so? You think you try and try to get there but then you finally realize that youre never exactly going to get 'THERE' and that although YOURE trying your fucking best your result in the end is nothing. But why try, when you know youre going to end up with the opposite of what you want. that youre not going to get what you dreamed and wished of having, and that although youre as hella far from getting there - you try anyways cause you have this little particular thing inside of you called
'hope' .
hope was actually one of my new years' resolution. because in the past year, ahahaha.
hope : 1. To wish for something with expectation of its fulfillment. 2. Archaic To have confidence; trust.
Sometimes you've got to realize that at times you could just be wasting your time. I know i wasted my time on him. It was my fault, i'll take the blame. It happened before, and it just happened again. Why on earth did i think it would work out, that maybe there was a possibility of something of us. Diann, you were just wasting your time. I tried so hard, but .. in the end i just ended up getting hurt. I dont deserve that, i know i dont. So - just move on. As they say, life does go on.
it's impossible to loose you, because i never had you.
big kiddos to my favourite, thank you for everything. thank you for your advice, just know that i DO take it in.
